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Happy New Year~~

2012-01-01T11:31:00.001+08:00

Happy New Year everyone...

In 2012, hope everyone archieve what they wish for..

Wish every reader of mine stay healthy as always =D

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2011-08-20T17:08:00.000+08:00

return for more
=D

I'm having a getaway trip away frm KL the busy life
where I hardly have time for myself to relax after I start working

so here i am now in kampar having my own holiday
=D
sometimes I really hope I don;t have to work
arggghhh kinda stressful sometimes

recently I bought this shanghai style mooncake
through my manager
its from kluang, johor
I taste quite nice

photo credits to jancanfly

i kinda like this cz its different from the traditional mooncake that I had last time

that's all fr now lazy wanna continue

2011-07-14T00:28:00.000+08:00

I'm back!!!

after 1 month of mia i'm finally back
hahha
my lappy masuk bengkel ady that's y
cannot update my status

well, have been busy as ever
mon to fri need to work
sat and sun attend those undang and amali class
for the past 2 weeks
I hardly have time for myself

btw, I just got my L license on mon
next, I have to go for driving lessons
excited!! XDXD

just wanna update abit on what i'm currently doing
I've got 3 more companies to finish up and send draft report
hopefully can finish that fast
client asking for it ady

Jasa's report all done, finish binding with the help of the new trainee
H & K's report also done
what's left to be done are Wisma Lim's reports

the feeling nw its like during uni life time
u have to finish up ur assigns and hand in on time
exactly the same feeling i'm having nw
do research here and thr then finish up the report and hand in
more or likely the same

done with the story in office
start on with mylife story
likely 1 month plus ago
I did some research and asking around for opinions on which course should i further my studies
mostly suggested ACCA
but the thing is I don't really know is that the right choice for me
cz the problem is myself
I don't know what i want in life
I don't know i wanna be in time to come
everyday I'm just following what's brings me
i don't have directions I'm just going with the flow

how to find out what's inside me i wanna know
I'm a child full of problems and worries
no one can help me besides myself
but if me myself also don't knw what's the cause to it
how to find the answer then
arrrgggghhhhh

sometimes its just damn frust
ady this age still don't know what i want
='(

2011-06-15T02:41:00.001+08:00

its 2am now and I'm still awake
what to do so many thing awaits me

signing pages all haven't come back yet
2 company in hand haven't finish still waiting for client's reply
and my manager passed me 2-3 more companies
to finish up the report
this week and following week have to go outside audit somemore
then it's peak time now until early of aug
x habis nanti client kena penalty
salah I jugak sebab x hantar signing pages awal awal

then hor, yest (13/6) just get to know that one of my senior
gonna resign by next week ='(
sad max....
cz having her around us means lots of fun and laughter
my days without her in the office will be so miserable
after this ='(

she's the first senior that bring me out for audit after few weeks working thr
that was my 1st time going out audit with her
that time I don't really know her well and thought that she's abit garang type
after get to know her more then only I know that other half of her
as is she can be vy serious sometimes
and likes to joke around and talk nonsense sometimes
hahaha

I like to ask her whatever thing that I don't und and couldn't figure out sometimes
and going out with her to audit is more fun XDXD
cz if we finish early as in almost lunch time
we'll lepak abit some shops near to the clients office to have lunch
then only back to our office
or we tapau some food thr then only back to office

she doesn't complain much besides fussy clients and the staffs in other branch
u can see her smiling and joking most of the time

I don't know why but I really feel abit unhappy
after knowing that yesterday
the feeling is so hard to describe
arrghhh hate that

2011-05-30T00:14:00.000+08:00

too long didn't update this blog of mine
have been soo lazy lately
cz its peak nw
lots of things to do
have to go client's office quite often

good thing also la
don't have to sit inside the office the whole day
frm 9 till 6pm leh
good thing is I don't have to OT so far
and don't have to finish my work during weekends
=D that's the best part so far XDXD

colleagues also so far so good la
cz this branch the workers are few so get along with them quite well la
no politics so far
in times to come then I don't know la

time to go
have to be in client's office tmr early
so take good care my readers
and do drop here often
will update more often if I got time
take care, good night and sweet dreams

2011-05-11T00:12:00.000+08:00

I hardly update my blog nowadays
due to lack of time,
lazy and seriously tired aft work

currently I have 5 companies report to finish
arrggghhh that's alot
thou its abit easy

went to client's office last week alone
following week, going out with senior to another client's office
hahhaha
great experience to get out of office =D

update when I'm free
take care and good night peeps =)

2011-04-21T00:00:00.000+08:00

hello peeps out there
haven't been updating my blog like for a month
cz I've been soo tired after work
then sat and sun will be relax and chilling time
so I've been out from this blogging world for awhile
but now I'm back =D

things here are still okay
still under my control and I can still take in the stress
I'm totally fine with it because sooner or later I still have to face all these shits
arrgghhhh!

its almost 2 months working in these company
I'm slowly getting myself along with my colleagues and seniors
I still need more time to be part of the whole thing

now lets talk about other things
which is my fav
ahhahahahha
dramas and tv series XDXDXD

dramas is my best companion aft work
geeeee
cz I can hooked up with my laptop and watch dramas till 1 or 2 in the morning
then go to sleep
lately I'm watching Glee, watch 2 episodes of The Good Wife and I don't really like the story so stop watching that already
then I watched Gossip Girl

should stop myself here
save it for another day
cz I run out of topic to blog about
thou I know I don't blog much about other thing
besides my life
LOL

to my readers out there
specially those from other country besides malaysia
do leave a msg at my cbox and your urls
so that I can read u guys blog as well
have a good night sleep tonight
cz tmr is another battle day
arrrggghhhh

2011-03-13T18:39:00.000+08:00

hate it so much!!

thought of posting something in tumblr
who knows that its not working!
argghh
frustrated ady
tried so many times still the same

2011-03-13T00:35:00.000+08:00

I've been so tired over the week

working is so not my thing
I just wanna go back to uni and study!!
hahahaha

I've just work for 3 weeks and
I'm started to feel lazy ady
arrgghhh

I don't know
feel like quiting my job ady

Back!!!

2011-03-01T23:16:00.000+08:00

I'm back after mia for so long

Feb gone and March is here now
and I just got employed
its near my place here and I don't have to travel far

I have work for a week now
the first few days was fine
but lately not, its stressful
with this colleague I have I find it hard to communicate with her
I don't know but I'll try to break the ice next time

and yest itself she kinda like pissed off with me
cause she ady told me to ans calls all
but I was busy yest filling up the things
and there's so many calls coming in
should ask the boss to hire one telephone operator
just answer calls, entertain the clients and open door
ewww, I damn hate my job right now

cz I have to do all these open door la, receive documents when client sent here la
answer calls la, filing up things la
gosh

I'm stress and feel like so stupid like that
yest itself I ady feel like crying
cz I was given this one company and my manager wanted me to try doing audit for this company
frankly to tell I don't know how
cz during uni that time lectures just teach make sure those invoices are tally, this and that only
but in real life, for me la har I couldn't really find out those figures where thr came from
the amount in the income statement doesn't match with the invoice wan

Oh my,
I don't know how la, just only second week
I have got this company and I don't really know what to do
today I just sat thr at my place staring at those figures
took my calculator and start keying in and flipping those invoices all over
look like so busy like that
but don't really know what I'm doing
sigghhhhh

y i ni so dumb???
haizzzzz

but before this company
I did another audit report for one domain company
where they are not active and don't have much transactions
besides paying off those expenses
that report was kinda easy

but this project I seriously don't have any idea how to do it
plsss give me the strength to fight with these bacterias that I have
I'm so weak now
I might collapse lol

done with all the stories that I have
hopefully tmr will be a great day
plsss let me find out those figures that are confusing
frankly to tell, those ppl who sent in their docs for audit
don't know like what wan la
luen chat pat zhou wan arrr
they don't file in properly wan
sighhhh
wan sei ngor dei arr
when we wanna find those figures
this file gt abit, that file got abit
yerrr, heng arrr

2011-02-11T11:18:00.000+08:00

Happy CNY!!
I know its late but better than ntg la
LOL

CNY this year ntg much
just went to relatives house, grandma's house
and went midvalley and times squares for movies

didn't go much place also
cz most of the time were spent in grandma's house
tmr will be going back thr for another gathering
can't wait for that

lastly, hope everyone have a great CNY this year
huat arr!!! =D

2011-01-27T14:05:00.000+08:00

just when crying doesn't help anymore
there's no point crying anymore

I regret for the things that I've done
over the 3 years here studying in Utar
I regret over my choices
I regret that I've been given the opportunity
to do better and I just waste it
I regret~~~

I'm going to leave all these behind
and move on with my life
hopefully a better one

I don't know whether I've made the correct choice or not
but I hope that I wont regret after that

2011-01-13T02:18:00.000+08:00

finally I'm back with post
have been MIA for awhile

Happy New Year 2011
to my dear blog
and ppl out there who reads my blog

kinda lazy to update my blog
cz busy catching up some dramas
and have to clean my house
(basically watching drama more than cleaning la)

I have to confess something here
I felt so useless
sigh~~
the final year result its ady out
what written thr were
completion of study
it was a real happy thing to see
cz that's what I have been waited for
the thing is the cgpa
i just manage to secure a 2nd lower
alil bit mistake will make me to 3rd class honor
seriously FML

really no one to blame beside myself
no one ask me to get this
I really felt myself so useless

I don't know what to do now
to continue study to get better grade
or just graduate and come out to work
or future my studies (maybe)
I don't know what I want

if I wanna continue
I have to go back kampar
latest by this weekend
cz coming monday
new sem starting ady
but then I haven't make up my mind yet
FML

I wanted to know with a cgpa that low
will there be any job for me out thr??
will anyone hire ppl like me??
can anyone tell me
I'm clueless at the moment

Merry Christmas

2010-12-25T19:01:00.001+08:00

Hey there
Merry Christmas everyone

throughout the years
I don't celebrate Christmas
this year also the same
I just spend my day
catching up movies

ntg much to blog about
so lastly, just wanna wish everyone
have a great Christmas this year
and have a Happy New Year 2011 ahead

May everyone be blessed =)

2010-12-22T18:18:00.000+08:00

hello there
how's everyone doing today
have been back to KL
for almost 1 week ady
and I haven't been going out much
what a good kid
staying at home
and not going elsewhere XDXD
LOL

no la, basically my friends are busy
with their work all
no time to go out with me
hahahha

Happy Winter Solstice everyone! =)
not forgetting that
every year will gather around
and have dinner together with family members
then after that
will eat those tong yuen =D

this year itself, I'll be going to my grandma place
to have dinner
cz earlier as in last weekend,
had early dinner with my aunt and uncles all
at my dad's side
tonight going to my mum's side =D

so happy eating tong yuen everyone

off for dinner bye everyone =D

2010-12-18T00:22:00.000+08:00

Oh Yes!!!
finally finish my final exam ady
and not having my holidays
back in KL =D
happy happy

few more days to Christmas
yepppieee
I think my aunts will be having gathering
back at my grandma place thr

then coming Tuesday is the winter something festival
forgotten what it called LOL
i just know everyone will gather around
and have dinner
then eat glutinous rice balls =D

aft Christmas, here comes New Year
then I'll have to think for what i wanna achieve
for the coming year

this year wan was half achieved
the other half let me wash down the drain ady
LOL

but seriously I really hope that
I can pass all the paper for this sem
and get out of thr
its not that I don't like thr
its just that I don't wanna waste my time
to repeat the same papers all
I don't want it
I wanna grad and get out of thr
plsssss

i know that I have not been studying hard
for the papers
blame myself for not smart enough
but not that i'm not hard working enough
cz i don't und the questions in the paper
damn =(

2010-12-05T14:27:00.000+08:00

just to write some random stuffs here

its december as everyone know that
meaning coming to the end of the year ady
some have happy memories
some sad memories
mine is a mixture of both =D
I like this yr more compared to last yr

20 more days to Christmas, thou didn't celebrate
and 5 more days to my final =.='
frankly to tell
I haven't prepare much for the coming final
cz I've been going out for dinners with the friends here
almost every night

I just want to spent more time
going out with them
hanging around
and laugh at our jokes =D

memories memories
seriously I miss the ppl here
thou we come frm diff state (mostly KL and PG)
but we have lots of fun

I miss my uni life here
why? cz I did lots of things that I've not done before
=D

but then, when there's a start there is also an end
coming to the end of my uni life
i feel so ng seh tak lor
and felt that time really pass fast
just like that, 3 years gone *blow*

and then my 2 years stay here in kampar
really change me alot
I start to appreciate more things in life
start to emo more compared to the last time me
when some conversation have to do with families (I also don't know y)
appreciate more the times with my family
change myself to not that panas baran ady
and alot more

hahaha din't know that aft staying here for 2 years
can change a ppl alot
hopefully I change to a better person
and not worse LOL

shall stop here
cz I need to eat my mcchicken supreme!! =D
my first time trying this new burger
if u're hungry go grab one during lunch time XDXD

Eh Eh!!! What's going on?

2010-12-03T16:44:00.001+08:00

EH EH!! what happen har??
y so many ppl suddenly wan????
what's going on har?

LOL
the video is finally OUT!!!
yes!! the waka waka flash mob from UTAR
check it out in youtube

it may not be the best one
but at least we tried

enjoy =D

Idiot!!!

2010-12-03T11:50:00.000+08:00

what idiot?? u so smart izzit??
LOL
hahaha

no, there's ntg to do with the title

basically just wanted to say
there are a number of ppl
like watching this hindi movie
named 3 idiots =D

the movie is nice!!
its actually about this 3 best friends
where they study in a uni together
then aft they graduate
the other 2 friends are trying to find back their friend
named Rancho

i watched this movie in youtube with eng sub
a nice movie to cry and to laugh with =D
thanks to my indian friend who ask me to watch this
hahahahha =D

watch this movie!!! =)

have fun watching this movie =D

2010-12-02T19:45:00.000+08:00

something meaningful to share here.
a meaningful song by angela aki =)

hope u peeps enjoy this song =D

The Journey

2010-12-02T13:38:00.025+08:00

just some random thing i wanna write =)

found the above pic frm tumblr

then made up my mind to write this post

basically wanted to write this so long ago

but then delay and delay till today

my life journey have been hard

its not as smooth as u think

like this

but its more to like this =(

I do hope that i have a smooth life

with not much things to worry about

especially when it comes to choosing things

I don't like to choose

when u ask me where to eat

I'll say anything u like

someppl hate me for that (iknow)

I wish I get what I want in future

I wish my life will be slightly for better than now

(not to say my life now not good but wanted a better wan) =)

wish that my dream to be attached to someone comes true =D

2010-11-28T15:37:00.000+08:00

didn't I mention to u guys
that I've been taking protein everyday

one of my friend here
is the distributor of amway product
so he suggest me to take protein
to boost up my energy
(i've been complaining tired most the time
despite slept for hours)

I was hesitate at 1st
but seeing some of his friend taking
that product for years
and my academic advisor
also taking that product
so i thought to myself
why not give it a try
if I don't like it i can stop
eating the product

so far the product didn't give me any side effect
it did keep me energize the whole day
I took 2 spoonful of the green tea protein powder
and mix it with a 200ml water (my cup size) every morning
can mix with more water but I like mine to be a lil bit 'thick'
kinda like it, yumsss
then i'll gulp down another 200ml water

just trying to get myself abit more healthy only
nothing much
anyway I've to get back to work =)
lots of things to catch up before finals
sigh~~

2010-11-28T13:37:00.000+08:00

well hello there =)

can't stop myself from watching Gossip Girl
hahahahah
i like watching Chuck and Blair together
they're like perfect match =D
no doubt i like Serena as well

can't wait for the next episode
I just watched till ep 9
waiting for ep 10 now =)

woke up early this morning
despite its sunday
was busying finding stuffs for my friends assignment
but then din manage to get much also
hopefully she manage to finish it by herself

missing home currently
few more weeks to go
then i can go back thr ady =)

That's LIf3 =)

2010-11-26T12:18:00.001+08:00

When I’m down, Nobody with me
When I in trouble, Nobody with me
When I no money, Nobody with me
When I no longer useful, Nobody with me
When I need someone, Nobody with me
When I need to talk, Nobody with me
When I need support, Nobody give me
When I have money, everyone is my friend
When I’m useful, everyone use me
When I’m good, everyone say I’m god

quoted from anonymous

that 's life so live with it =)

2010-11-25T00:23:00.001+08:00

arrghhhhh

no time no time

how i wish i could just freeze it =D

found out something that I shouldn't

somemore early in the morning =.='

how i wish I did not proceed on reading that blog

and found out so many things

perhaps its a sign

to let me know that

i should really change my attitude

and behave myself =)

hahahha

well i think i should =D

p/s was sharing some thought with one of my friend just now

what he said makes sense also la

will think about it

talk for more than an hour at the living hall

he's a great friend indeed =D

2010-11-23T10:02:00.001+08:00

morning morning!!
how's everyone tuesday?
mine abit dull la
cz woke up late for class
and rushing rushing
I just finish one of the morning class today

waiting for the time pass now
as I have to meet my academic advisor later at 11am
1 more hour to go
sienzzz

feel vy sleepy and tired right now =.='
will be going back to sleep later
hheheheh

tonight is the night!!
it'll be a funny sketch =)
cz we've got one funny man in our group
he'll do all the funny funny stuffs =)
can't wait for tonight come
hahahaha

will try to get my friend to take pics
and will upload it here
some of the scene and funny things that we'll do
ahahhahahha

Edit:
went to see my academic advisor just now
she was asking what m I still waiting for
not writing the resume yet
LOL
i just told her that I'm not ready yet to work
probably just aft my music cert
I'll be lepaking somewhere
seriously I still don't know wht i wanna work as yet
probably just get any job then try to get of M'sia =)

2010-11-22T17:51:00.000+08:00

what a relief =)
things that need to be done ady done
submitted the thesis ady just now
before 5pm
weeee =)

can celebrate ady aft tmr night kempen
a lil bit story of the kempen
the title of it is alam sekitar
what we did for it is we'll be having sketches
3 groups under alam sekitar
so we'll have 3 sketches

the 1st sketch is by my group
we've be doing on deforestation
thr will be one guy as the pembekal pembalak haram
pembeli balak haram
and me, i'm the person who incharge of giving the permit to the pembalak haram

the script ady written out
haven't rehearse yet
will be doing it tonight it
as the kempen will be tomorrow night =)
so aft tmr everything is settled
finish, done
and can have party ady

can't wait for a party or a holiday with the friends here
thou we've just known each other for less than 2 years
but the friends here are kinda great =)
will miss them surely =)

2010-11-21T15:35:00.000+08:00

what a terrible sunday i have
sunday suppose to be a lazy day
not doing anything and relax

but this sunday
the uni make us 3000 plus students
go back to uni
and had ur midterm
damn terrrible and pack
so not organise wan
we went into whatever rooom
and just had ur midterm and chow

ahhh my
die la then tonight still need to practice for the sketch
for this coming tuesday
arrggghhhhhh

hate it
probably will be going back to KL this coming weekend
final coming
don't think I have much time also
but then see how la
haven't decide wanna go back yet or not
might make sudden decision

earlier on
my friend was planning to up to genting
aft ur discussion tonight
hehaha
but I don't think so la
cz now everybody short of money
i pun x cukup mau guna
spend alot on the FYP and the stuffs
for the moral project
vy broke now =(

do hope u ppl out thr have a wonderful sunday =)

2010-11-18T20:21:00.000+08:00

rainy days makes me emo
arrggghhh

aft I wrote the post yest
i went youtube
and start browsing music videos
then suddenly
this damn sad song comes into my mind
so i play it la

if so u ppl out there watch this movie
u'll know how sad it is
prepare some tissues =)

there are lots of hindi movies that i like
especially those movie where karan johar is the producer
his movies all vy nice
if u're free can watch it in youtube
the title of that movie is kal ho nal ho

i also like watching
3 idiots, haddipa, kuch kuch hota hai
kabhie kushi kabhie gham
and lots more
thou its vy long
and with lots of dancing all
sometimes the dancing part thr are nice

not to mention
watch dostana as well =)
that movie also nice.

=)

2010-11-17T23:07:00.000+08:00

done my last assign for this sem
yay!!!
coming sunday thr's a midterm
then here comes final
my last final ~~ithink~~

anyway
raining cats and dogs here
since 6 plus
i still haven't eat my dinner
=(
kesian gila

I had something light only
biscuits and a cup of milo
but still vy hungry now!!!

how good if i'm back thr
raining also got food to eat at home
here what also don't have
one of the reason is i don't keep much food here
as most of the time i'll be eating out
that's why
now starving ady ='(

1 month to go!!!!
plssss make this happen that i'll be out of here
with whatever i wish for will come true
pls ppls plsss make this come true

2010-11-16T13:22:00.000+08:00

arggghhhhh
still got one more assign
half done
to be hand up on thurs
and I'm really vy lazy wanna finish it up
it's an individual assign

other groups start printing out their fyp ady
my group still haven't leh
next monday wanna pass up the hard cover copy ady
arghh
stresssss
then my group leader went HK for holiday ady
let us handle the remaining things here
damn

in future can I have a leader that don't just
give instructions but do it his/her self as well
hope to get a good leader in yrs to come

anyway, meeting my supervisor later at 2pm
now still sitting at my room
infront of this
hhahahaa
i've got plenty of time to cycle to uni
hahahah

2010-11-14T02:55:00.000+08:00

aku manyak jakun!!!

i didn't know that glass harp exist
until i was searching for some clips
on canon in d
and i found this

he uses glass wine to play this song
so awesome!!

didn't know that glass wine also can play songs wan
i thought only bottles can
fill in water and blow blow at the mouth of the bottle
but haven't see before with glass wine

call me jakun
cz yes I'm very!!
hahaha

enjoy!! the video kinda long la
but its nice!!
there are lots more in youtube
find it urself and watch!!

good day everyone! =)

2010-11-12T22:57:00.000+08:00

just wanna update abit

watching the new season of GG
their relationship so complicated wan lar
sigh sigh

its vy vy complicated

anyway should be studying instead of updating
too boring here
alone in the room
and got no one to accompany me to study
sien till max

there's one more thing to share
just only I've got new ad
on my blog
its about fiber something something wan

they are giving out some free samples
just incase u wanna try some
before buying
here it is Benefiber
just give ur details and they send the sample to u
i think so
LOL

but then no harm trying

2010-11-11T10:34:00.000+08:00

Pagi semua

ni aku nak post post dlm bahasa ni
sebab nak buat tugasan moral
nak siapkan sebelum besok
kemari

byk nak buat ni
sebab satu pun belum start lagi
hahahaha

okay
come back to english
my malay sucks
so many years i din use malay to communicate ady
not so used to it
hehhe

lots of things to do this week
and next week
aft that
also cannot rest
cz aft week 7
here come finals

see where got time to rest want
short sem really killing wan
sighhhh

just wanna update abit only
getting back to class later
and have to finish my moral assign
and do revision for sfm ady
arrrgghhhh
help me!!

YAY!!!

2010-11-09T20:09:00.000+08:00

finally I get the lights in my room fixed
I've been living in the dark
since last week
as I din bother to ask
the mgmt technicians to come over
=)
lazy mah what to do
afterall most of the nights i'll be rushing
for the project at my friend house.

about our viva today
everything went well
didn't get shoot gau gau
from both the examiners
what a relief.. haaaa.....
didn't know bout our marks
hopefully
everyone has high marks

I hope that we'll get a B+ for it

now wht's left to do is the moral assignment
to be combine this friday
I one thing also haven't do
then SFM midterm
this coming saturday
one thing also haven't study yet
sei lor then

somemore the SFM assignment
need to hand in next wednesday
I find my article ady
but I hardly understand it
shitt!!!!

lots of things to be done
thou viva is over
so aft everything
I want another holiday for myself
before finals come!!

Bless me....

2010-11-08T20:26:00.000+08:00

I'm scared
vy vy scared

I'll be having my viva tmr
in 20 hours time
and I'm so nervous now

yes, I scared that we'll kena shoot
gau gau tmr

I haven't even write out my script yet
scared that I'll exceed 5 min
cz all together we have to present 20 mins only

I'm scared of lots of things

Pls given me the strength to overcome
my fear, my worries and troubles
Bless us that we'll be able
to answer any questions that being throw to us

bless me that i'll get at least a B+ for this project

2010-11-03T10:26:00.000+08:00

Good Morning everyone!!
how's everyone wed??
another day to work
then holiday!!!
hohoho

now I just wan a holiday
can't wait to shout my way out
scream everything out
slap those faces

I'm kinda emo yest
can say that half of the day I'm emo
I'm depressed

I don't und why ppl can just say say say
and don't do things wan
most of the time the hard part i'll get
and the easy part they will take

she my head
I can do is listen
there's time that I hate her
and also time to not hate her

what i hate about her
is that she's the bossy type
she just want u when no one to accompany her
eg like going for dinner
if her bf here, she won't bother calling me out for dinner
if not here, she'll call me until i pick up my phone

that's what i don't like
think that I'm what???
sometimes I wish I could shout at her
*while I'm writing this and look out the window,
I have the feeling that I went through this before, dejavu man*

then back to some yest story
so aft class I cycled back frm uni to mamak for dinner
they went home by bus
waited quite some time ady
then I started to get pissed ady

I was in the uni the whole day
and I'm so tired
plus the night before I just slept 4 hours
somemore discussion is going on as usual
(last night till 3 plus am)
I want some rest
they didn't want to go for class
I don't wanna bother
aft all they won't fail the paper also

now i even don't bother signing for them
LOL
call be bad, IDC
why should I sign for them,
its not like once a while they din went for class
is the whole sem just went for once only for IF
last semester
x pun fail, get barred only mah
mai let them sit for that paper

think bout it again
should I sign for them??

I don't just get mad cz of these small things
its alot more other than that

back to story
aft dinner I went home bath
and let go everything
when I'm showering

still not enough
aft bath continue again

I don't know what is so wrong with me
that I had these kinda friends
izzit I'm the one who can't take it
or just slightly their problem

if u want to know more stories bout them
I can tell u

2010-11-02T11:40:00.000+08:00

Morning!!
Finish one of the class for the day
another one, later in the evening
=)

supposingly I have to get back to my
so call house to get back my laundry
and have brunch

but then I'm here in the uni library
to find some articles (which I still cannt find any)
for my SFM assign

today marks my 22yrs of stay
in this world
I'm happy receving all the wishes frm my unimates
and friends all over FB
and phone

lots of thanks for the wishes
my only wish now is
grad-ing next yr March 2011
that's what I wish for this yr

praying hard for my wish come true
and all the best to my group for the coming viva next week
we can do it!!! yes!

2010-10-26T16:04:00.000+08:00

forget about what i've posted previously
I just wanted to get some opinions
and let go some of my frustrations
I think, I'm fine now

have been busy during the weekend
as I have to attend my cousin sister's wedding
from morning till late night
then sunday itself went out whole day also
one word, tired ~~

just only yest I came back here
went for class
come back and slept off till this morning
then went for my class at 8am
having another class at 6pm later
sigh
tiring~~

2010-10-19T10:05:00.000+08:00

Good morning world.
Finish one of my class for today
cz the tutor dismiss us early due to
the projector in our class not working

this sem there are a number of new part time tutor
for this strategic financial mgmt paper
even my lecturer also (we got 2 lecturer here)

I'm not in the same tutorial with any of my classmates
practically I'm all alone in the class
and the number of students in the class
I think is around 25 plus
I've got no idea why this sem fgo take in so many students in a class

my lecture class yesterday was dismiss early as well
due to the lecturer don't know how to operate the projector
and the screen
can't blame cz he's new here
even students studied here for 2 year don't know how to use it

same as last year short trimester
I don't have much friends
all strangers in the class
even lecture class also not the same
I chose the class which I have a new malay lecturer
and my other classmates all chose the class
who taught us IF last sem

sometimes I feel myself so screwed up wan
y others who studied last min manage to get a better result than i do
or y those who sleep until late in the afternoon and I have to sign for them
can get better result and not me

I thought i can do better in my IF but I just manage to pass the paper
asked if I know how to do it, not really
calculation part I don't really know how to do
theory part i just wrote whatever i can remember

I din know y maybe i did terribly in my coursework
therefore no matter how well i do in the final
I can only get a pass and not more than that

always think that I can do better
in fact, I'm not
In future, I might be

lots of things running in my head everyday
cz I still haven't decide whether or not the repeat my subjects
some suggest yes and some no
I don't know wanna take the risk or not to take
its vy risky if I choose to repeat this sem
cz I have my fyp still going on
and still lots of things that have to be done
moreover members here are not that cooperative

there are some advantages if I choose to repeat it this sem
cz there are a few chap in IF that I'll be studying in SFM again

I still need more opinion and suggestion from the ppl out thr
what would u do if u're in my shoe
would u take the risk or not??

pls leave me a comment

2010-10-18T12:56:00.000+08:00

just alil bit update

I'm back here last thurs
the best thing is right on that day I'm back here
I receive lots of 'happy' news

1st thing is the connection here in my house
the mgmt have change our streamyx to P1max
I can tell you how terrible the connection is
that it not only slow
but went to an extent that it will not load that page
and say connection problem.
LOL

how not mad a person can be
most of the ppl spend more time onlining rather than doing othr stuffs
and with the terrible connection (I would say worst connection)
how am i going to find more info to do my stuffs

Besides connection prob,
I receive an email same day itself saying my supervisor (for my FYP)
had changed to another lecturer
cz my last time supervisor had resign. omgosh ady
seriously I don't know what reaction to give at that time
but to accept it with open hand (what choice do i have?? lol)

thr this chinese saying, when a person is in a bad day/luck (whatever u wanna say)
no matter what road u're walking u don't seem to move forward but moving backwards. LOL
(i hope u guys know what i'm trying to say)
which i think its true. whenever u're in a bad mood whatever we do seem not right.

p/s I'm still worrying bout it.

2010-10-15T19:07:00.000+08:00

I'm screwed upside down and inside out.
arrrgghhh!!!

last sem result ady out
so damn sui my result
no fail but having a D for IF
gosh!! i'm so helpless
my cgpa is lower than the april examination
how am i suppose to grad and will the ppl out thr hire me this stup

gosh!! pls someone just kill me
other thing thou my viva presentation will be on the nov
but then my supervisor has change
no longer ms sitra but another lecturer
never expect that these kinda things will happen
I just got the email frm the class rep yest
then my result this morning

how am i not screwed with all these news i receive
i don't know what to do
and i'm so stress right now
I want to grad with better result and not the result that I have now
I work hard but I don't get what i want in return

I have to repeat subs in order to get better cgpa
but how many subs to repeat
extend one more sem to repeat or not??
I want to grad in March next year
I don't wanna extend one more sem
I'm way behind my friends who ady grad

pls what can I do?
help me

Need Help!

2010-10-13T01:32:00.000+08:00

I'm having trouble with spss now
who can help??
I don't know how to enter likert scale data into spss
I got a number of questions using this scale
but don't know how to enter into spss
who can teach me??

Eg on external factor:
behavior is influenced by ppl at work -> yes or no
behavior is influence by ppl at home -> yes or no

so when key in data into spss
izzit i have to separate into 2 variables
even though I categorise it under one factor?
example like ext1 -> at work and then ext2 -> at home
?????

another one on religion:
eg:
my approach of life is based on religion -> SD,D,N,A,SA
I pray to gain relief -> SD,D,N,A,SA

same goes to this as well?? separate into 2 variable when entering the data

plsss give me some opinion
I've tried finding it just now
but don't really understand
hope u ppl out thr can help
thanks!! =)

2010-10-12T01:37:00.000+08:00

arrghhh!!
I'll be heading back to the jungle soon =(
I duwan to go back la
thou just only one more sem (ihope)

worried bout lots of things
I can't stop worrying bout my results and my fyp
my fyp kills me
yes, and I hate it soo muchy
i don't even know whether can finish it on time
before the final presentation
which according to my lecture last time
he said it'll either be in week 1 or week 2 of the coming sem
my course is the last course to present and hand in our project
other business courses done their project ady
finish presentation and pass up their project
just only accounting course haven't present
if I'm not mistaken

lots of things that bothers me
those who gone through this will know
somemore with groupmates that don't really cooperate
just wish that we can finish our project on time
and everything we did are correct
I also don't know la now
headache
I just want all my projects and exams end fast fast
serious don't like exams
wish coming sem fast fast come and fast2x go

of course there will be other things that I have to face in future
maybe lots of unhappy things compared to now
but lets not think about it right now
will think bout it later when its comes to end of my course
too many things in my head now

p/s bless me and my friends with good results =)

2010-10-10T02:13:00.000+08:00

my uni mgmt very good wan lor
every semester also like students to curse them

how on earth they like to cancel classes easily wan
they don't think beforehand wan before they wan
those students to register for their subjects

basically every sem the uni will register for us those sub units
according to our course structure those and give us the timetable
but this sem we're required to register our own subjects
this sem I'll be having Moral and Strategic Financial Mgmt
before that this SFM are open to all BAC students whether u're y1,y2, or y3
but now this sub is just for y3 students
the fgo now have to cancel some classes
means that those classes that we have register
might be canceled or remain the same
and now I'm like a headless chicken don't know where to run.
LOL

headache la!!
I dahlah tengah sibuk ngan fyp aku
skrg timetable punya pasal
asal aku punya life x boleh jln dgn lancar??
sigh~~~

2010-10-08T04:05:00.000+08:00

gosh!!
have been sleeping so *early*
sigh~~hahhah
its bad for me
and I got nagging frm my mom
saying me waking up late

this kinda things just happen
when I come back here for my holiday
somemore this sem not really a holiday for me
I've been kinda stress lately
which I think its almost the same level
as when I'm having finals like that
omgosh!

can't be like that ady
its 4am now I'm still blogging
its so not normal

anyway, besides stress
here comes its best friend, emo
these 2 friends likes me alot
LOL
I mean emo tags along when stress visits me
they are good friends I think
XDXDXD

Gosh!!

2010-10-06T03:27:00.002+08:00

I was sneezing my way just now when I'm watching Kate plus 8
man!! terrible. I used the whole pack of tissues. LOL
I think I'm gonna get sick soon.

yes I'm gonna get sick soon
and I have to thank alot of ppl for giving me this
hahaha
ah-chooing non-stop
lost count the amount of ah-choos I had. LOL

hahah
wish me luck for my coming result
it'll be out anytime soon
sigh~~~
wonder what I'll get this sem better than next sem??
I don't really think so. leave it to his hand on this.
pray hard for it.

Survey

2010-10-04T10:51:00.002+08:00

Do help me with the survey.
the topic for my project its on ethics.
we wanted to test on the ethical level of students cz they'll be working in the society one day.
they play an important role so to reduce the fraud or wrong doings in the company.
I need about 100 respondent from Help Uni biz student for this survey.
pls spread it to every biz student studying in Help Uni.
thanks in advance for this.
have a great day ahead. =)

the following is the link:
survey

2010-10-03T04:01:00.000+08:00

y izzit so hard to get someone to help
me to complete my survey??
I just need 80 ppl from their whole uni/coll
y izzit so hard???

gosh!!
tried sending emails to the colleges and universities
not much uni/college bother to reply
trying to get help from my friends
and ask them to spread it out to their friends also damn hard
shit!!

y so hard wanna get respondent wan??
my days have been so terrible
with all the troubles lately
and this fyp going on
with not much help somemore

I'm so stress, stress to the max
with continuous calls from the leader
asking u doing this and that
plssss safe me!!!
plsss get more ppl to do my survey can??

I'm hopeless now
I don't know how/what to do
links to my survey have been sending out
but no reply wan
sighhhh
feel like jumping off from my house

Survey

2010-09-30T12:05:00.004+08:00

Please help me to complete this survey.
its vy vy important
as its for my final year project.
the title for my projects is on ethics. we're trying to analyse how ethical a students can be.
and I need about 100 business students around Malaysia.
Do spread this to all ur friends studying in business course.

Thanks in advance for this, your help is much appreciated.
have a nice day ahead. =)

http://www.kwiksurveys.com/online-survey.php?surveyID=HIMOGN_3bceecd2

Just a Dream

2010-09-29T21:33:00.000+08:00

Love this song much!!

2010-09-28T00:10:00.005+08:00

My days here are so bored
cz I'm stuck at my dorm
to do my fyp
the things is we haven't do anything yet
I thought on monday, means today I can head on to Ipoh
to do our survey
but then my leader told me that those colleges haven't reply our email
so have to delay to tuesday only will be going thr
but now, I don't think so we are going Ipoh colleges for survey.
siggghhhh

I've stuck here since friday!!!!! its so boring here!!!
don't u ppl knw how boring this place is???
can't go anywhere as most of the time also raining here
wanna go out for dinner also so hard
sighhhhh
I just wanna go back to my place
don't wanna stay here alone!!!

2010-09-20T19:41:00.000+08:00

my housemate next room is being nottie
LOL
she bring home her man
and doing some nottie inside the toilet
LOL

don't ask me how I know
I aint telling here
but I can tell u that my bathroom
is attached inside the room
and I'm sharing the toilet
with the next room housemates
hahahaha

so u all guess la
XDXD
so bad la me
hahahhahaah

okay, its not that they cannot do it
but not inside the toilet where I can hear lor
do inside ur room I cannot say anything
cause cannot hear mah
say what leh
LOL

2010-09-20T10:37:00.000+08:00

no idea why people so free wan
no idea why this people wanna yahoo my name
full name summore
LOL

i wonder whether I know this person or not
cz he/she type me name correctly at the search engine
LOL
normally ppl spell my name wrong as teng or ting
instead of theng
let me proof it to u

no idea whether i know this person or not
and what's the reason he/she wanna yahoo me
what I know is he/she is frm malaysia
LOL
ini aku tau
hahaha

2010-09-19T11:40:00.000+08:00

was reading through some of the post
that I have posted last time

I notice that
every sem I said I'll work harder for next sem
so that I can get better results
and stuffs like that

and every sem also the vice versa of what I've said or post wan lor
siggghhh
why on earth that I'm so lazy??
dahlah x smart lazy some more
sei lor then

no good result
grad ady also no one want to hire me
then I can sit at home ukur tanah ady
LOL

2010-09-19T11:08:00.000+08:00

here we go again
back for post

one more paper to go
and I'm done with this sem
and 1 more sem to go
I'll be out of the uni ady
*sad*

haven't study anything yet for the last paper
It'll be on friday
don't really have much time
cz have to study all 14 chaps
die =(
not guidelines or anything frm the lecture
cz its all set by a lecture in sg long
arghhhh

can anyone get the guidelines for me arrr ??
sigh
or at least tell me some chaps that important
so that I can focus more on that
hehehehe

back to just now whr I mention about getting out of uni
sighh
I still haven't plan or think about what i'm gonna do next
should I continue to study
go out to work
or do both at a time??? LOL
kidding
both at a time will kill me more

basically I thought of getting my license first
maybe next sem or right after finish uni-life
and then I also thought of continuing my electone classes
I still left one paper to take
last 2 years I got my grade 6 paper ady (results not vy gud but pass)
I wanted to finish up my grade 5 paper
so that I can work either as a don't know what in office
or as a part time electone teacher maybe
don't know yet
still thinking
haizzz

any suggestion or comment on what I should do next
study?? work?? get my electone g5 paper??
or do either both at the same time??
hahahha
I don't know...

2010-09-16T09:44:00.000+08:00

back for a short while

2 more papers to go
I don't have much time to study
~~nooneaskstudylastmin~~
very stress!!
soo many things to study for tmr paper
and yet ntg gets into my head

I cannot memorise so many things la
during exam time
brain x function properly
how la??

I x mau die la
I mau cepat cepat habis then get out of this jungle
LOL

thou ini hutan manyak cantik
peaceful most of the time
nice weather during rainy days
nice scenery for sunsets
I STILL wanna get out of here
I beh tahan liao
with ppl around here

uni live is the pre-outside world life
u see lots a multifaces ppl - can i say that?? is there such word??
will talk bout that other time

now I've to eat and study study and study!!!
bye ppl
wish me luck for my paper tmr

I'll pray hard that I know how to ans those ques
haizzz

2010-09-02T00:29:00.000+08:00

man
I did terribly for my coursework for all the sub this sem
everything also C only
even those who never attend lecture class
did far more better than I do
shit!!

how they study wan??
did attend lecture can do better than those attend
arrghghhhh

enough of it
fine!!!!!!!!

2010-09-01T11:05:00.000+08:00

post for the day
before going for class

I miss my morning class earlier
was too tired to wake up
cz I can't sleep yest night
was too worried over things
turned here and thr also cannot sleep
and I don't even know what time I finally doze off
hehhehhe

seriously I'm so worried bout this sem results
I mean just only this sem and coming sem
and that's all I have to push my cgpa up
man, I really deserve this
argghhhh

I shall be going
will blog again if I've got the time
or wanted to

2010-08-31T23:13:00.000+08:00

I'm back

i've been real lazy to blog about my life nowadays
cz I don't feel so
and I've got ntg much to blog about

well, I went back kl last thurs morning
after 2 months didn't go back thr
frankly to tell, I'm so used to being alone here
that I don't have to wait for everyone for dinner
suka mkn then mkn x suka then no need

I'm a vy impatience person
so I don't like to wait that long when i'm hungry
I like my life here
no waiting, no nagging etc

but soon my life here gonna end
and I've to move back thr
anyhow, live have to go on
another stage of life might be better compare to now
who knows
but then I certainly know that my secondary life is more better than my uni life
I miss my life back thr
no worries
fail in exam also don't care much
here, oh my.

study week starts next week
haven't been revising yet
still fooling around
hope this time I don't fail any subs
wish me luck
do pray for me
I'll pray for myself as well

alright all the best to everyone
miss u guys =)

2010-08-17T17:02:00.000+08:00

I don't know what to do
but all I wanted is to cry right now
can all these things not happen to me anot
can I be exempted from all these things??

what's wrong with the me??
what did I do to deserve all these??

I'm so damn no mood that
I still have to carry a smile on my face
what's all these??

can I just not pretend that
I'm happy and just let everything go

I've got no one to complain to
for all the things happened to me
yeah!! basically I don't wanna share as well
cz I scare they gonna tell other ppl
I really wanted a friend that can keep secrets
but till now I can't find one
I kept my promise not to tell my friends secret all
but my friends don't do the same way

they like sharing most of their things to ppl
I don't really like

lots of stupid thought running in my head
all I wanted is to end my life
I wanted to be free from the torturing that I went through
plssss bring me far away from here.

WHO TO BLAME ??

2010-08-17T11:18:00.000+08:00

was reading an article posted
by someone on FB yesterday
but just now only I read it

here's the link: http://blog.qnet.net/2010/08/if-you-complain-you-are-to-blame/

basically its just to tell everyone around
not to complain so much
thou U don't like most of the things around u
so same goes to me
and instead of just complaining
GO FIND SOLUTION LOR

what the hell where u just complain complain and complain
by the end of the day u'll be unhappy
and all the problem will not be solved
that's very true I can tell
some ppl just expect other ppl to find and solve
prob for them

in the article it also mention about
finger pointing
hahahha
talking about that
I believe everyone also blame here and thr
when u cannot do ur things well
I myself also like that to be frank

someppl will never blame themselves for things happened
they'll just blame the ppl around
or the things around them
y don't u blame urself at first
as u are the one who make the choice
eg. u're having cough and flu suddenly
then u blame other ppl cz at the same time they have flu as well
u blame that they spread it to u
and I'm gonna tell u
y don't u blame ur immune system, ur antibodies
blame urself that ur antibodies are not strong enough to fight all the bacterias

NO PPL WILL BLAME THEMSELVES in majority
and I'm sure about that

read the article

and pls
STOP COMPLAINING & BLAMING
if u're so not satisfy with what other ppl did
blame urself at the first place why u want that person
to the things on ur behalf
u can as well do it urself right
cz u're the one who choose that person to do that for u

think about it after u read the article
is that true what ppl around u did this
as well as urself

2010-08-17T01:57:00.000+08:00

I damn no mood with what I have now
I don't like it all seriously
eff!!!

I have to control myself
and end everything nicely
I'm gonna end my uni life soon
I have to be patience
and not to show my face all
damn

One day everything will goes back to u
what goes around comes around
I'll remember that

2010-08-15T13:55:00.000+08:00

new post new post!!!
sorry wanna drama abit
hahahha

my weekend is basically boring
y??? cz I finish all my assigns
and ~~lazy~~ haven't start doing revision yet
my friends were planning wat to do for the night
ntg comes into our mind

so just went to one of my friend's house and
starting listening to loud music
they on the speaker damn loud
and we started dancing and singing
hahahhahah
and I drank my friend's gin
they mixed it with soft drinks
and I couldn't take it
just 3 sips and my face just turns red
OMG!! not just my face
my hands and feet as well

then later on at 1am plus
went out to buy burger
cz I was hungry as I only had 1 tosai for dinner
then went back watch cartoons
around 4am come back here
and slept until 11am this morning

that's my saturday night.

2010-08-09T19:43:00.000+08:00

my parents are here last sat and sun
yay!! happy
actually I wanted to go back last friday
but due to replacement class till 6pm that day
plus lots of unfinished assignments
so I persuaded my parents to come over
instead of I going back thr
XDXD

I've counted that more than 1 month
I didn't go back to KL ady
so damn homesick okay
that's so not me
paling back last sem also 3 weeks didn't go back
this sem more than 1 month
awww pain
miss lots of things back thr

felt like crying yest when my parents wanna leave
that time
wanna follow them go back as well
=( argghhh

basically, last weekend we traveled
back and forth from kampar to ipoh
hahhaha
i suggested to have dinner at ipoh instead of kampar
so around 5pm plus
we headed to ipoh town
and reached around 6.30-7pm
I don't really remember

instead of having bean sprout with chicken
this round we had some simple fried noodles ipoh style
cz neither my dad nor me wanted the bean sprout chicken for dinner
hahhaha
the mee kinda okay only la
we also bought salted chicken
the only dish that's nice is the octopus
not squid but octopus
yes!! its nice, cz its not stir fry
just like lok-lok like that
and dip with the sauce
nice!! my bro can't stop eating

then the next day,
went ipoh again
cz my mum wanna buy
those salted chicken
back to my aunties and my grandma
then my bro wanted to buy
those heong piah back to his classmates all
and i wanted to twisted biscuit
too bad its not those that I want

so after everything,
went to eat taufu fa, the very famous wan
where u can sit inside ur car and enjoy the soya bean
nice!!
later on at 2plus headed back to kampar
so sad!! i don't wanna go back thr
but then my parents all have to go back KL ady
argghhh
so I reached kampar around 4 plus

and that's my weekend
very happy I would say
cz seldom my parents will drop by here
the last time they stay overnight here was
1 year ago
but the last time they come over to fetch me
back to kl was my last sem's semester break that time

that's all for this post
shall post again other time
maybe after my finals
one thing, I screwed my if and madm midterm ady
shittt
the drafted time table for final ady out
the 1st paper is madm
then the last paper is if
die hard this time
really have to do something for final ady
*cry*

2010-08-03T12:25:00.000+08:00

here comes August
countdown-ing the days for finals
shit!!
hate it

worst is the drafted timetable ady out
arrgghhhhhh
gotta plan, plan and more planning

have been busy meeting all the datelines
of assignments, presentations and tutorial presentations all
tiredd!!!

1 more presentation to go this coming friday
and 1 more assignment to complete before submitting next thursday
how am I gonna vomit out so many things
arrrgghhhhh!!!

1 more months to go
thr comes my final exam ady
lots of things haven't even do yet
surveys all haven't do, not to mention analyse
the presentation will be in 2 months time
not really lots of time
if u really think of that

hopefully I can go through all these craps
if I manage to survive through this
I shall continue blogging
LOL, haha

2010-07-29T23:15:00.000+08:00

i don't understand

an accident just happened right opposite my house
and I can see it clearly from my window
within seconds, I can see lots of ppl gathered around the casualty ady

comeon pls, instead of just gather thr and watch
call la ambulance ke or do whatever u can
wanna watch also watch from far
the casualty need more airs (ventilation)
gather around him for what if u're not helping
sighhhh

2010-07-29T19:28:00.000+08:00

have been busy and lazy for the past few weeks
with lots of midterms and assignments all
unfinished assignments just makes me go nuts
somemore don't know how to do
die!!

2 assignments and 1 more debate to go next week
and in a blink of eye,
I'm going to end my y3s2
things just happen that FAST!!

having dilemma now
one part of me wanted so much to get out of this place
another part of me
will be thinking like
what are u going to do after that??
work?? cont study?? or what??

yes! all these things are inside my head right now
besides than those assignments all
I don't know I want
seriously
sigghhhh

pls tell me what to do.
my results is another prob to me
how can i be that stupid???
y can't I be like others
those smart asses
having good results all
ewww
hate myself so much
study hard also paling banyak get D or C-
arrgghhh

getting back to work

2010-07-18T15:47:00.000+08:00

taking a break from doing the assign
don't have idea what to write
cz brain stuck

but then few more to go only
hopefully to finish it by tonight
then will start revising
do presentation slides for cg
and tutorial for IF

duh!! sienzzz
my work will never end wan
its coming in piles
one haven't finish another one coming
ewww don't like

was taking some palm reading test just now in fb
here's the result:

You are a restless person. You love to travel and discover new places. You are unlikely to stay indoors (it depends sometimes when i'm so lazy that time i'll spend the whole day inside my room here). You are highly imaginative and creative. But you lose focus easily. If you can improve your concentration, you will be more successful.

You are likely to have some phases of ill health in your life. You have strong will power. Your body will show more resistance in times of ill health. You are more brainy than brawny(this one i've no idea sometimes i feel like i don't have one damn). There were some restrictions on you in your childhood in school/home. You are likely to live two lives totally different from each other at the same time. You may face times of trials and tribulations during the course of your life.

the result quite true

back to work
arghhh

2010-07-17T00:41:00.000+08:00

good news to all kamparians
okay at least a good news for us as students

McD gonna open its franchise here
in Kampar Bandar Baru
see see

I'll be somewhere near the petrol station
and behind can see our Grand Kampar Hotel
vy grand wan the hotel
lol
can reach this place by just walking
hopefully it'll complete in 2-3months time
so that I can have my 1st mcd experience in kampar
before I get out of here
lol
hahaha

2010-07-13T23:27:00.000+08:00

i hate my lecture
how can he expect us to finish 8 questions
in 1 hour
lol

I didn't manage to finish one ques
due to no time plus
forgotten the definition ady
arrggghh
nvm will work for another coming midterm
on fri
sigh
that one also haven't study

tmr have to present for crci tutorial
coming days will be vy vy busy

2010-07-11T10:57:00.000+08:00

today
I was suppose to attend a softskill program
on business corruption
but then they cancel it ady
cry out loud

thought wanna join this program
and learn more things
on business corruption
was the reason that all this happens
and hoping that it will help me in my studies
but then it was canceled
no replacement for this

the reason is yet to know
cz I haven't ask softskills ppl yet
arghhh

and actually,
I have to study for the coming midterms
that will be on this coming tues
argghhhh
crci
I don't know what to study
I just read articles, articles and more articles
cry

then coming friday
IF midterm
this also haven't study
don't know how to die this time

what's worst is
asssignments all haven't touch yet
this one lagi die
don't know how to vomit out
date for submission
is 2 weeks from now
geee, sei la sei la

one more thing
the madm assignment ques
my lecture still haven't upload the question
haizzzz
he said vy fast can finish wan =.="
i don't know when he'll upload that
sighhhh

alright gotta get back to work
have a great day ahead everyone =)

2010-07-11T10:43:00.000+08:00

time for another post

this was taken on my way back from dinner

this as well

I wasn't the only one who took this

can you see the 3 ppl infront

haha

they are stoping and taking this as well

sometimes we get to see lots of nice scenery here

both sunset and sunrise

this was taken around 9am plus if not mistaken

that's all I have
the above pics all were taken by my lousy phone
consider not bad de la the quality

2010-07-10T02:12:00.001+08:00

photo time

this will be our official photo

this photo is nicer than our official photo
lol

my group leader

the one and only in my class

both of them are from Ktar Penang

kena buli XD

haha, funny XD

lastly, our incomplete group photo
2 more ppl missing

and here's the incomplete video of my class

2010-07-09T18:32:00.000+08:00

finally I get to take my pre-grad photo ady
lol.
grad cannot grad also another prob.
hahhaha
will upload the photos later

didn't get to take much pics
with my classmates all
but then its enough
to keep that as memories

the group pic got problem wan
abit weird wan.

2010-07-04T00:57:00.000+08:00

germany won the match between argentina
germany goalkeeper damn cekap

I suppose to study today
but end up waking up late
then vy lazy
then went out to watch world cup
lol
feel so guilty
arrghhhh

2010-07-02T00:56:00.000+08:00

sy manyak bengang sama uni sy
they all so bangang wan
give me another lecture as my adviser for this sem
she don't have any accounting background
and she taught only foundation students
wtf wrong with my uni

I didn't know about it until
I check my portal just now
damn la
I mau pgi complain ady

the previous adviser much better
she got acc background
plus she taught PM
which I can ask for her advise
regarding my studies all

this new adviser taught web design only la
that also for foundation students
how the hell she know how damn hard my papers arrr
screw this uni la
simply assign adviser for students wan
bangang

pls tell me whr can I complain bout this matter
I need an adviser that can give me opinions on my studies
and other stuffs

2010-06-30T20:49:00.002+08:00

I'm having 2 midterms back to back!!
arrghhhhh
howhow how
I haven't get my ass glued on the chair
and really study

my midterms are in 2 weeks time
how I wanna cramp all relevant articles in my head
and understand all the stuffs
cry

2010-06-29T09:21:00.000+08:00

its the 5th week of the semester
and I'm still vy lazy
I hardly read my articles and stuffs
just glance through tutorials when I'm free

shit
don't now why I'm so lazy this sem
plus I haven't even start doing
my assignments and revision for midterms
my friends all started to revise ady
me, sit here and wait for the angle to come
LOL

seriously I don't know why I'm so lazy
suppose to work hard
but then I feel so demotivated
I wanted so badly what I wanted
but I'm just lazy
argghhhhh

I hate it so much
I hate myself
I hate this sem

2010-06-26T00:48:00.000+08:00

lots of ppl watching the match
between portugal and brazil
the mamak stalls all full of ppl
apa orang pun ada

that match was kinda exciting
and I thought that brazil will won the game
but then both team got nil
no winner no loser

btw, yest I took a kinda nice sunset pic here
I mean the area where I'm staying
its just so nice that
I'm not the only one taking pics
the sun set so fast
I just manage to get 3-4 pics only
but just 2 pics are nice

don't have the cable with me now
so might upload that next time

and now, I'm listening to some oldies love song
plus the weather tonight just like last night
vy windy and cold
its just so nice
almost raining whole day here

good nigth everyone

2010-06-24T22:23:00.001+08:00

so sia sui la just now
i was waiting for my burger
when this lady come
and give me the leaflet
of this musical night
that will be held at Kampar Baptist Community Church

it was raining by that time
quite heavy though
so I was holding my umbrella and my file
plus my wallet

so when my burger ready
then i have to pay la
since I'm holding so many things
plus its raining
I pun kelam kabut lor

when I wanted to leave the stall
i drop my coins all over the road thr. lol
so sia sui lor
I felt so sia sui cz
I embarrassed myself infront of this singaporean gal
argghhhh
fine, its not that I know her also

I just don't know why
these few days I just embarrass myself only la
like yest, I embarrass myself infront of the class
when I'm presenting the IF tutorial ans

I asked stupid questions
why izzit the dollar appreciating those kinda things
then my miss said 'neh, in the slides there u write strengthen the dollar'
lol
and for don't know what reason
suddenly the class ppl all laugh
sighhhh

conclusion, yest IF class
I malu to the max la. haizzzz

p/s another week pass, week 5 is coming
have to start doing the assignments and revisions ady
week 7 midterm la
I what also haven't study arrr
hopefully I don't screw my midterms

good night everyone
tonight's weather is just so nice to sleep
hahaha

Adios

edit:

one more thing
I feel weird
that out of no where
suddenly I received a msg
from my electone teacher today
LOL
for 1 year that we didn't contact each other
then suddenly today she send me msg
hahaha
that means she still remembers me right
hahahaha

2010-06-23T23:32:00.000+08:00

screw the line here
hate it laa
the whole night so damn hard to load one page
sigghhhhh

supposing to do the tutorial for tmr
but then vy lazy
and ended up here
and searching for some stuffs

2010-06-23T01:26:00.001+08:00

I should be sleeping instead of blogging
cz I have to attend 8am class tmr
hate it okay
tues finish class until 8pm
the next morning have to attend 8am class somemore
I wonder why this uni so big
also cannot fit us wan arr
always say not enough classroom wan
sighhh

I hate wed and thurs
as I have probs waking up so early
worst timetable I have this sem
I hate it so much when other ppl have 4 or 3 day classes
I pulak 5 days also got class
so not fair wan lor
arrghhhhh

sighhh
this week ady week 4
coming week will be week 5
then midterms will be coming
aiksss
I still don't have the mood to study yet
I don't know why
everyday I'm busy with this and that
I hardly have time to do other things
besides blogging and watch movies la

gotta go to sleep ady
if not tmr no need to go for class
hahha
how I wish he cancel of the class tmr
hahahha

p/s kinda happy today minus all the time wasted in uni just because the class was canceled without me knowing it.

2010-06-21T22:53:00.000+08:00

watched sex and the city 2
it's a funny movie I would say
hahahaha
minus the sex scene

the whole movie kinda funny la
when they when Abu Dhabi that time
hahhaa

everyone should watch this
not vy funny but its funny
=)

watch backup plan as well
borrow that frm my friend
funny movie as well
j lo wanted so much to have a baby
the rest u all watch la
hahahha
this one as well
funny but not vy funny
worth to watch both the movies

relax abit
I vy tension la
coming wed have to present IF tutorial
and read CRCI articles
have to do MADM for thurs
have to study for CG as well
saturday got activity at uni
haiizzzz
this week vy busy

coming weeks also the same
till midterm also will be vy busy
asssignments submission on week 10
the madm one don't know when
cz haven't get the assignment question yet

till then I wanna update
gtg back to work ady
=)
good night everyone

2010-06-17T13:24:00.000+08:00

tired !!!!
I'm so worn out these few days
eventhough I sleep early around 11 plus
and wake up around 6.30am

reason is that I have to get the earliest bus to uni
so that I don't have to pack with others
I can tell u how pack the buses are every morning
even they have 3-4 buses to uni
all also full wan

what's worst is that
all these students
so damn no manners wan
push here and there until
they get into the bus
damn
every morning also kena push wan

therefore yest I decided to walk to uni
damn tired until don't know like what
walk to uni in the morning
and walk back to my so called hostel
in the evening
luckily its not so hot and not raining that time
=)

today pulak
walk out to bandar baru thr
and get another bus which is not pack to uni
and now I'm sleepy
cz the weather now is so nice to sleep
haha

having lecture till 6pm today
later 2pm got one replacement class
cz yesterday ponteng that class
to attend a talk
sighhhh
thought wanna ponteng both classes today

catch up with everyone next time
gtg

2010-06-15T17:34:00.000+08:00

so pissed off with these ppl
I don't know what's their problem
going round and talk bad things about ppl

this is still normal
the worst part is that these ppl
go back to my friends and ask them
sure arr, really arr, how come arrr.

know ady then shut up la

if not then give some advise on what they can do next

go around telling here and there

got problem anot these ppl ????

just wanted to shout at them
and tell them stfu

I didn't know whether
I got these kinda treatment last time anot
cz I don't know at all
but doesn't matter
as I don't care anymore
and I don't wanna care

I'm grateful that I have friends
that help me and walk me through the bad days I had
advise that they gave
a pair of eyes to see my msgs all
hahaha
only I'll know how much all these meant to me
besides than saying thank you
I'll say I love u all.
u ppl are special to me
thou I don't know u all from young or secondary till now
but u guy really help me alot

will surely help u guys in return
if u have any prob
a pair of ears to listen to maybe
a shoulder to cry on
or whatever it is
happy or sad things that u guys wanna share with me

last but not least
wanna share this
love u all as u ppl are special =)

2010-06-13T15:14:00.000+08:00

this song best describe my situation now

2010-06-10T10:37:00.001+08:00

after so much thinking
asking here and there for opinions
all that

finally I've made up my mind
that I'm not going to repeat those papers
this sem
instead I'll repeat in the short sem
since those subs
will be offered next sem
that's what the hod said

thanks alot for u guys opinions and advises
appreciate that alot
without u guys, I might have send in the form ady
and attending classes now

this sem everything is just not right
I don't have the group that laugh
and hang out all the time ady
I'm all alone in the classss
this is so sad

basically its because everyone have their own groups ady
therefore, its so hard for me to join in
sighhhh

2010-06-02T20:37:00.000+08:00

one prob haven't solve
another prob come
sighhhh
y????

3 of my thesis group member
got terminated ady
and I think they won't be continuing the FYP
with us
argggghhhh
now just only left 2 ppl
how to finish up the FYP

sighhhh
my own prob also haven't solve yet
this prob arise

and those classmates starting to ask where's my group member
i don't know to tell them lor
I don't wanna tell them that they got terminated
unless they gonna tell them themselve
when my classmates ask whether they change class anot
i just answer ya ya ya
when they ask me what's the reason
i just say they've got their own reason

I lied cz i know my groupmate don't wanna ppl to know
and I lied cz its private to them

if I were in their shoe,
I don't like my groupmates to this to me as well
without my permission
spread all the bad news about me

y there are so many probs??
this is just the starting of the sem
cryyyyyyyy

2010-06-01T02:05:00.002+08:00

lots of things in my mind these few days
so worried about my future

getting more and more stupid
scare cannot grad now
damn

my cgpa damn low now
2 more sem to go only
I really scare that I cannot achieve what I want

plus I have this stupid thought in my head
that I wanna quit study
shittt

damn emo
don't know what to do

seriously I need some opinion from everyone
should I retake my D subs or not
and if yes, should I retake it this sem
or retain 1 sem to retake it
pls tell me what's your opinion and what I should do

2010-05-28T21:04:00.000+08:00

just check my results, finally...

my results sucks
the subs that I can do got B- only
whereas the marketing paper
which I think I'll screw it
got B
argghhhh

no idea y my adv tax paper got B- only
the paper its exactly the same as the tutorial ques
I read everything in detail before
going in to the examination hall
y????
shiitt

average only la this sem result
will work and study harder coming sem
shitttt
every sem results also no goood
then cannot grad with good results ady
argghhhhhh

2010-05-27T03:39:00.000+08:00

just got to know that my final results will be out tmr
means hours from now

this is so not fun
I don't like it
and I believe there are ppl
who don't like this as well

wondering how my results gonna be
seriously I think i'm gonna flunk 2 paper this sem
the marketing paper I really don't have
any clue what I wrote

there is this 16 marks ques
that I didn't read at all
and I just wrote whatever
that comes into my mind
based on my common sense
seriously I think I'm gonna fail this paper
sighhhhh

some will be happy as below

or vice versa

and I'm one of the sad ones

anyway, I'll hope that I don't have to repeat anymore
wish myself luck

2010-05-21T03:01:00.000+08:00

2 weeks breaks not enough for me!!!
sad..

anyway just wanna update this blog only la
here's some ss photo of mine

getting ready to go uni, looks like just wake up only.

a stupid pic of mine, too boring over thr ady. so do stupid things when I'm free. LOL

taken while waiting for my food.

that's for today

keep dropping by at my blog plssss

2010-05-18T01:48:00.000+08:00

done with my final for this sem
having kinda dull holiday now
cz will be going back to kampar
to finish our questionnaires
sighhhh
don't like it

I just wanna hang out with my friends here
I don't wanna do fyp
hate it

just wanna shout at alil bit
and update my blog
ntg much

2010-05-12T12:43:00.000+08:00

one more to go
and I'm done for this sem
whether I can pass it or not
that's another problem
sighhh

today's paper sucks
tips damn not accurate wan
hate it

half of the paper I don't know
and cannot remember those terms wan

y other papers like laws those
can remember so many sections
but not this ecom???
y cannot remember
I don't wanna repeat this sub again la
so damn sien wan this sub
plssss pass me

one more thing
2 ppl caught cheating for the exam
haizzz
don't know what punishment they gonna kena

lesson to learn
don't cheat

if not, U have to pay higher price than u fail the paper

2010-05-11T20:23:00.001+08:00

suppose to study
but end up here again

2more to go
sad
tmr one fri one
others all finish and going to finish
their papers ady
I still left 2
sighhhh

wish me luck
for tmr's paper
really didn't memorise much

2010-05-05T01:25:00.000+08:00

when I got time to catch up
with my sleep
I just so reluctant to
cz wanna update this so much

I just stupid
so damn stupid
I should have open my eyes bigger
and read carefully damn

the question is exactly the same as tut
and I don't know why
I didn't choose that ques
instead I chose the one
that I don't have confident with

what make things worst
is that I totally forgotten
that I have do those theory

shit
is not that I don't know
just because I forgot
then whole the flunk ady
cham cham cham
this time

I can do nothing
arggghhhh
omg

first time ever in my exam
shitttt
I don't know then I leave is still okkay
this one
forgotten
how can I forget ??????
damn terrible

2010-04-28T19:02:00.000+08:00

instead of studying
I'm just taking some break time to update
I've not touch my notes the whole day
arrrghhhhh
sighhhh

i've been lazying around 12plus till now
geee
cannot must study later tonight

burning the midnight oil sucks
what's more suckssss
is ......(uallknowla)

going to nightmarket later on I think
the night market here sucks
no nice food to eat wan
the whole night market no fun wan
I miss the night market back home
wanna eat char kuey teow
geeeee
wanna eat lots of things

here I have to think so many thousands time
what to eat for lunch and dinner
sucks
I just got 2 choice
eat at mamak
or tapau indian food
from those stallls near my house
sad case

got to get going
wanna off for dinner ~~don'tknowwhattoeatalso~~

2010-04-18T01:45:00.000+08:00

deeiiiii
time to update

I'm back to KL again this week
then I'll stay THR till I finish my final
might as well spent my sem break there
don't know yet
cz got lots of things to do
sighgghhhghghghgh

ermmm
haven't start my revision yet la
sei ge la this time

haven't start doing our questions yet
don't have the idea what to ask also
haven't discuss with supervisor as well
paling cun is we haven't submit our meeting form yet
we suppose to pass up on week 7,11 and 13
all these 3 forms also haven't submit yet
cz we din meet up with our supervisor
hahahhaha
see geng anot
no time la can't help

then horrr
my midterm for RMP sucks la
35/100 only
shitt la
not even half
damn

I don't know what happen to me la this sem
all midterms also screwed up
all also below half of the overall marks
shittttt la
how m i going to get good results for my finals
arrrgggghhhhhhh

good luck everyone for ur finals
add more oil
wish everyone best of luck
take care as well
don't fall sick during exam period

=)

p/s so hard wanna keep my feelings
no one that I can tell

RANDOM

2010-04-12T22:51:00.000+08:00

my blog is getting so dead
no idea what to write lately
still I'm busy with lots of things
coming wed midterm for rmp
don't know what's coming out
pplllssss got guidelines anot what to study
or u ppl have any idea what will
be coming out
do tell me plsss

thinking whether to go back kl this weekend or not
since monday is a holiday
sigghhhhh
balik susah, x balik pun susah
cz my room here is
so freaking HOT everyday
like I'm inside the oven only
double sighhhh

bout the final exam date still the same
thought can change one of the subs
to later date
manatau still the same
sei la now
have to suffer
two calculation paper in a week
3/5 aap 4/5 adv tax
so damn nice la my final timetable

seriously I don't wanna screwww my paper
but then I'm not in the mood to study lately
by this week last sem
i've ady started revising
but not this sem
maybe this sem I've got too distracted
and I've got lots of things to do
that's why

signing offf
wanna study and bath ady